HELLLOOOO LION YOU!
To be honest, for the last few months, there wasn't any fun for me in writing or in school anymore. Well, any.. but, not as much as I'm used to having. And that sucks.
Yesterday, for the first time in.. maybe 7 months, I sat down behind my stagepiano because I was actually looking forward to writing.. a great feeling I kind of forgot about.
It's not that this solved everything. There's still a lot to think about, things that make me sad, things that used to cheer me up but fail to do that now.. I even thought about quitting school for a short while, a thought which hasn't completely left my mind though.
I don't think I will quit, since, goddamn.. what to do with my life then? So, I'm not changing anything out of fear, but what if I knew I could get a nice job, and then maybe in a year get accepted in (well why not) an acting/theatrical school?
What if I knew that I could get those things.. I've got some more contemplating to do I guess.
For now, I'm just happy I sat down behind those keys that stared at me evilly for 7 months, and that those keys were smiling, and that I was too.
Time to barf now? YESSSSS!
(wowwwww SUPER UNEXPECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)