At the moment Marieke is laughing out loud, lying on the couch with her boy boy. They are so sweet and happy :)
It's weird how last week I was crying and doubting almost everything in my life, and how, after having an amazing weekend with Tom, and playing a show with Tini, I feel better now.
I'm still thinking, and doubting. But I guess it was just a terrible fit at the time.
I'm dreaming of a house in the dark, with trees and the moon. Warmth, cozy couches and chairs. Cats and a dog. Little windows with snow on them. A bed and curtains and icy winds outside. Candles and the smell of dinner and burning firewood. Creaking floors and talking. Music and a blanket.